Well...H called today in a near panic. He is literally freaking out about the finances...panicing actually. While part of me is trying not to say "THIS IS WHAT YOU GET A@#HOLE!!!!"...the other part of me was calm, reassuring that everything would work out and friendly. He was in such a bad/stressed mood. Trying to figure out what we were going to do...he wasn't even talking sensibly...he just kept saying that he didn't know what to do and that everything was all F'ed up. HE was asking ME what I was going to do about a house and I was like I don't know because I am in financial limbo too. DAMN! This makes me so mad. He brought all of this on by being the WAS. HE was trying EVERYTHING to figure out what to do...but did he mention once giving up his new place? NO. Did he mention ONCE possibly coming home?? NO! Did he even act like maybe he was wrong and this was a bad idea in the first place? NO. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is all crashing down on him financially...but emotionally he doesn't seem to give a [censored]. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did I act upset or fight about any of the above? NO. I was calm, cool and collected. I even said..."don't stress TOO much, we will figure it all out." Being a woman that only a fool would leave is hard. Being the fool seems alot easier.
