Hope is a dangerous thing. You know what they say about Pandora's box? After all the evil in the world was let out, last to come out was hope.
Thank you very much for the encouragement though. My heart is so weary, and wary. I just need to work on detaching better, being a great father, having a PMA, and living my life. I won't burn any bridges, and my W and I have an undeniable connection, even separate from the kids.
