Well, Snodderly, you'd be proud to hear that yes I have stuck to my stance, I have no intention of being part of that 'happy couple' idea she may have. And like you said, I feel no need to ease her guilt or uneasiness about this all.
I have grown a lot since I first came here, for in those days I would have done ANYTHING to just have H by my side. It is no longer the case.
Where there was once an emptyness, there are now friends and family and I feel very complete.
THis is however a hard situation for me, as I have never wished the ow evil or bad, and I feel that she may be struggling and yes her world may be colliding, yet some part of me does not feel very sorry for her ....I hope that does not make me evil ...
Anyway, Tomorrow I'm off to visit my sister who's daughter is in hospital with a rare illness...she's stable now, but we all had a terrible scare !
Take care all of you...love CInders xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
