Update:

Wow no change. I have been good and haven't attempted any contact. Doesn't mean I don't fight the urge though.

I am kind of surprised and hurt that she hasn't contacted me. It's only been a week but we have talked every day since we met except a few times but not this long.

I will try to keep on task and avoid backslides. Should I stay dark still? My gut tells me yes.

On another note the XW and I are getting along well and I must admit some feelings are still there. Just what I need.....

Oh the silence in the house is unbearably loud!

cire


Me 48
X's vary
S 27
S 18
Back with high school sweety after 30 years..