You pray God can forgive you? God already has. I understand where you are. Get on your knees and just talk to him. Give your burden to Him. You don't have to have fancy words.
A lot of times I just say God, change me. Change me in a way that would be pleasing to you. Sometimes I just say the pain is too much, Lord, I need you.
You wish for another chance? Wishing won't get you one. Now THE WORK, the GAL, the growing just might. She loved you once. You do not know the end yet. God has the road map, so just step out on faith.
Incidentally, fishing is an awesome healing activity. Do it as often as possible.
I believe that He has too! I haven't though! I'm working on it...maybe it just takes prayerful time. I talk to Him a lot...sometimes I don't think there's anyone there though. I want this burden to be lifted.
I've been praying to know what His will is for me...and the strength and guidance to see it through. The pain...I guess I need His help with this. I ask for it...but it's still there.
Yep...I do. I know 'wishing' won't get me one...but I'm committed to doing the work and growing into a better man. I feel like I'm doing it too! "She loved you once. You do not know the end yet. God has the road map, so just step out on faith." I am, but at the same time I have to do the work and also keep my feet on the ground.
I've been reading your posts...and I like 'em.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
