He thinks he is a good dad and I see him trying harder than before.
But he just thinks I am disposable, not the kids. It's convenient how he compartmentalized the three of us in separate boxes.
He says he wants me to be happy but he can't stop himself from causing unbelievable pain. He thinks he is just trying to find 'joy in his life again'.
I now know I am disposable to him. So am questioning why I would want THIS MAN back. I definitely deserve better because I am a damn good wife, mother and DIL. It REALLY is his loss. Too bad.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
