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1) I'm finding out how strong a person I am had forgotten how strong I was

2) I'm living each moment to the fullest Doing this for sure

3) I'm thinking about taking: dance lessons, tai chi, yoga, self defense (that might make him wonder!!! )




I do like number 3. AND since I do not know how to swim, fear of the water from a childhood thing when I was taking lessons, maybe swimming lessons or in order? My S3 will be taking lessons in the next year and IF H decides he's not in the picture down the road, then I really should learn...hmmmm thank you so much. This would be huge for me because it does scare me, feel the fear and do it anyway, isn't that what the say.

H did come over last night, he's trying to fix the kitchen faucett, he didn't quite complete the job, no water in the kitchen until tomorrow, that's if he can fix the problem that he ran into, tomorrow night.

He took son and me out to eat, we had a nice time. I didn't talk too much, wanted to see if he'd initiate any conversation. He did ask how my parents were and wanted to know why I was over there last Sunday. I said to get some more firewood for the outdoor fire grill, I don't know if that's where they're called by it a camp fire on wheels thing. He then wanted to know why in the 2 years that we had it, we had it a year in May, but I didn't point it out, didn't I want to sit by it with him...I don't know why I guess. I said I like doing it, my friend showed me how to start it and also how to put it out and son likes to sit out there.

He put son to bed last night, he'll lay with him and son was in there chatting up a storm with his dad, it was cute, but he was supposed to be going to sleep. I didn't say anything, have been holding my tongue. Usually I'll have to say something like quit talking, go to sleep, but if H wanted him to stop talking then he could have said it.

I did go to bed myself, too, which is not normal. Maybe from staying up late with son because he doesn't want to go to bed Usually I'll wait until I hear son is asleep, usually H falls asleep too and I go in and wake H and then wait till H leaves. Didn't do that last night, just went to bed and H let himself out on his own. I thought if H falls asleep do I wake him? Then thought no, let him sleep there. If he wakes up at midnight and goes, let him explain to OW where he was

Cathy