Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Thanks Kassie and SO2 - still feeling blue today. I don't know...I'm kinda having a bout of depression lately. I feel sad. I miss having someone to cuddle with and come home to. But, I also know that I'll have that time again. I saw my old friend the other day. The guy that I was attracted to...who was separated. He and his wife are still separated. I saw him briefly. He looked good. He said I looked good and that he missed talking to me. I miss him too, sometimes. He used to make me laugh, a lot. And, the attraction was nice. Maybe that's why I am blue....I find someone that I am attracted to, enjoy being around...but, he's still M even if they are separated. So, I just start wanting someone that has the good qualities that he has, but is available to love me and be loved back. Oh, lord, I'm getting sappy. Going to start my day, now.