Mark, I backtracked too in the first few months. We all do. NOBODY is perfect.
The main question, though, is what did you learn from this? What triggered your question? Can you stop the trigger? Can you make sure you do smtg happy before she comes around?
How do you not provoke questions you don't want answers to.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09