Thnaks everyone who responded and wished me a happy birthday...I am trying really hard to forgive in my heart so I can let go...when I think about him I wonder what he must think when he is all alone (not very often for they spend every waking moment together)but I am so jealous and mad. because she took my life over....the time in my life when I was going to semi-retire and live with my husband there....a place so peaceful and beautiful....no traffic....no noise...now she is living it and that makes me mad....now I am sick all the time....stomach problems....neck and shoulder aches and pains...I know I am not a young woman but this year has been bad as far as me being sick....but I AM GOING TO BE OK..I WILL GET OVER THIS PHYSICAL OF A MESS I AM...I WILL FEEL BETTER.going to dr and getting help I am sick of being sick....Pray for me and thanks again.
