i am just so overwelmed and confused and angry and hurt.
who knows what today will bring.
i have to complete papers for the short sale for our house today, as well as clear up our health insurance issues and other paperwork.
most of the night my mind was racing about everything and of course watching tv, each show i turned on involved a mistress, how ironic.
i just dont know what to do. i have to push myself to move on, but its not what i want.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09