H just moved out, 13 months post-bomb

[Dawn of Hope]

Hey, SF,
Thanks for posting to me! I have checked out your thread but not posted much (maybe not at all, not sure).

I really didn't expect him to acknowledge the anniversary. It was ignored last year when he was still at home, and he has been drifting even farther away since then, so no big surprise there.

I haven't spoken to him in 3 weeks, although we exchanged a series of voice mails 2 weeks ago after his car accident since he needed to come get the extra car from our house (where I still live). It's easier being dark, in general. I have soooo much work to do on myself.

My big problem these days (besides all the stuff I know I need to do to improve my life) is that I get awfully lonely. I don't mind my own company--I'm an introvert so I need my alone time anyway--but I calculated that on an average week, I spend over 97% of my time completely without human interaction, except via text on a screen (and delayed, not live, even then).

<sigh> I know God is always here for me, but sometimes I want someone with skin on.

Peace,
Dawn