My day in review. H came over this morning, took son and bear meat to be processed. My friend and I went to the football game and then golfing. He was nice this morning...like a typical morning when he was living here. He mentioned something about some bringing extra clothes for son, he thought he might be going to the races tonight. I said so that means I don't have to be back here till whenever, I'm golfing after the game. He said since when? He then said I thought you were coming back after the game? He just told me he was going to the races...no this is the man I used to live with..
When I get back here about 5ish, we talked about the game, he mentioned another game coming up and I said do you want my tickets? He said well who's are you going to use, I said I have extras, he said NO, besides if I(H) want tickets I can get them. He has a cold, so I don't know if that was the reaon for his crabbiness. I went out get dinner for myself, H said don't get anything for me, so I didn't. When I got back I offered him some of what I got, there was plenty, again he said no. He then said aren't you going to feed son, aren't you going to make him anything? Asked for aspirin, I said I was out. He'd just taken some not too long ago so really didn't need anymore.
While I was getting food ready, H grabs his mail and leaves, just leaves! I went out and said "Hey are you leaving?" He said yes. I said aren't you saying goodbye to son, he said "do I ever"? I just shrugged my shoulders and said good bye and went into the house. So now I 'm wondering what that was all about??!!! I know he wasn't feeling good, but come one why is he really like that? Is it still the fog? He's nice and considerate and then BAM*** he's somebody else.
I did talk to him but not a lot, why do I have to force conversations with him? Maybe he was upset about the ticket thing, I get them free and we used to argue about who's they were. I get them as part of my job, and do refer to them as mine. He also referred to them as our tickets when he was talking about them. He refers to the cell phone contract as our contract, when he called last night.
Is he still confused? I wasn't overly attentive to him when I got back from my day. , I didn't make him the center of attention, but sometimes I just forget to be tuned into his world. The last couple of times he's been here he's made me wait on him as in, when he wanted more lasagne, he just handed me his plate and then said can you get me more milk, too, which I did. Today he had a glass of milk and asked if I'd get him more milk which I did. In the past I'd tell him to get it himself. Are these changes in me really getting to him? The food thing is the last complaint of his on why he wasn't happy. So maybe this is now his target. What's going to happen when he sees me cooking more? Then what will he have to complain about or point out to make me the reason for his unhappiness?
