Hey Kat, thankyou... its nice that people are rooting for me.
I called him last night at 9.30, he made embarressed apologies for not calling me (there was no need) said he didnt play football till nearly 8 then got in late and had only just finished eating. He called me back after 11..but we didnt talk for long, he was tired and yawning loads and said, he hadnt finished eating till 8.30.. then corrected himself and said, later when I got in. It all seemed a bit strange.
A little part of me thought, I wonder if he had a visitor and called me back after they left? I dont think for one minute he is still interested in Helen, or that he would do anything even if they were still in contact (and thats without him telling me he loved me). I dont mistrust him in that way.. but I do still feel mistrustful that he is telling me truths or not. He seems to be letting me back in, but there is some way to go.
It just highlights that he has told a lot of lies since he left and concealed alot of things and I still dont feel sure of my place in his life, with it being such early days and so much still to discuss at some point.
