Feeling a little stronger this morning.......... My h had our D7 from hometime from school yesterday till bedtime i arrived home about half nine thinking she would be settled by then but she was still awake. i went into her room to say goodnight. Saw my husband silently frm the kitchen sitting back in a chair in her room with his hand on his forehead staring at the ceiling. came in to say goodnight to D and he wouldnt even look at me let alone say anything. I have a rotten flu so went into the from living room to lie down on the sofa. My Mum was i here too. When D was asleep he knocked on the door (incredible, its still legally his house and he has to knock on the door; how uncomfortable must he feel) and then proceeded to open the door slightly, peeped his head in and looking at the floor said he was going. Then went straight away, off to OW's house. He just cant cope with the house; being in it makes him feel so uncomfortable. The way I view it is this; if he had planned his exit with OW then he is cruel and deceitful. if he didnt (which I just dont believe) this is a rebound relationship of the highest order. Either way I think he is in crisis and that he is not indifferent to this situation, or me. If he was he could easily be in the same room as me, look at me and at least speak civilly to me, especially for the sake of our D. This morning, at least, I believe that I am worth more than this. His obvious new found euphoria with OW, I hope, will be worth the damage he has caused. Our D is coping for the last few days, although she drew a picture on an envelope that was addressed to me, of a lady with sad eyes and sad face, scribble through the heart, then a small love heart with an arrow through it, says breaking your heart, oh dear, oh no, oh very very sad. I worry about her so much.........
