Thank you Trusting. I am growing, and have changed so much during the course of this. Even reading posts from a year ago when I first starting posting is amazing to me to remember the place I was at, and how far I have come.
He is stagnant, and I cannot help him anymore. If I could, I don't know that I would, not because I wouldn't want to, but because I have learned from all of this that it would not be his growth, but just an extension of mine.
I am ready to move, anxious and scared, and excited all rolled into one. This is the biggest thing I have done on my own, although technically my Dad is helping (thank God for that because otherwise I would still be...HERE...). The light is shining brighter at the end of that tunnel every day, and I look forward to the day I reach it with my D13, a new home, a new job, and a new outlook on life!!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
