oh my, thank you. i am just sitting here spinning my wheels.

u are right, she is feeling threatened and has been for some time.

but guess what, he isnt with me now, he didnt come home, most likely went there to clean up the mess.

all year he was busy trying to keep me satisfied, keep me waiting in the wings, doesnt seem that way now.

but either way, she seems to not be believing him either.

i dont have much choice now, it is so hard for me to realize he switched gears and is saying our marriage is over.

all year, no matter what i found out, what i said or did, even when i spoke to her, he tried to keep me ok and keep me around.

not now.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09