I know this is biased, because I totally agree with you, but GOOD CHOICE.
I continue to pray for you, your children, and your husband. Been following, not posting, but you are in my thoughts. Working on my Master's -- working, four kids, I know you get the picture!
I just want you to know, it does get better. You will feel better. Your children will feel better. I've been there.
I promise.
Take care, my friend. You're special -- you're strong, you will prevail.