Your BD is important period. Do something for yourself whether with the kids or not. When is it your day? We want to sing!
Best guess is that being sick makes us vulnerable to all kind of feelings. It will pass.
Sounds like a good weekend and work sounds scarry. I took an extended weekend and have to return tommorrow and not looking forward to it. I have had to juggle kids, bills, and work for many years, it is all coming to an end for me but I remember how hard it was being alone. Friends were all I had to get me through it at times, but my kids were the best. It gets better.
