Well, I have another note to make. More Karma I am afraid, just a real shame others have to suffer too....
W's uncle had a massive heart attack on the golf course today. Died on the spot. He would be happy that he went that way, that's the only saving grace. I have passed on my sympathies to his family.
W phoned me and told me, then complained that she had to go tell MIL tomorrow (MIL is now in a hospice). I couldn't bring my self to feel sorry for her. All her lies, deceit and the way she treated me has left me cold.
I don't think I am a bad person for feeling that way, it's the way she made me. I feel sad for the loss of a great uncle-in-law, I am still great friends with his son (I contacted him straight away to say I was sorry).
My 2 boys feel sorry for their mum for having to go through all this, I told them that's a natural thing to feel and that they should take care of her. (I never mentioned how I felt to them).
I was only a semi believer in Karma before this stage in my life...not anymore.
