Just checking in to see how you are doing. I understand your struggle over calling. I can't tell you what to do as in my sitch it never worked well when I gave into the temptation. Of course at that time I was applying lots of pressure so it would definitely have been seen as pursuing. Now I have completely taken all pressure away.
As I said I can't give any advice. Taking away the temptation, what does your gut tell you? Even when I kept pursuing my gut would tell me not to call etc. What does your instinct tell you to do? Let us know how it goes whatever you decide.