I am still here and I need some HELP

[whitneypinch]

I too am human like everyone on these boards. I pushed on my ex about why are we not at least talking about anything. We talk to each other everyday yet never talk about us. So yes, I backslide and tried to bring up some current R talk.
She ripped my heart out. She said "yes, we have the same values, similar interests and share our kids together but I have no feelings for love for you at all. It's just platonic. She said because of that she has no interest now or in the future to consider getting back together.

Well....that seems to steer me in the right direction now. I just have to find a way to detach. I guess I really need to try to go dark for myself.

Here is some compassion for all you fathers out there that come home to an empty house after a long week of work. God I would give anything to come home to my family but that is never going to happen.