have you finished? hmmm, I think there is still quite a bit ahead of you, your life continues, it didnt' end with him leaving or kids moving on, I hope you find more goals and keep on moving forward, sounds like you;ve found peace, that is the most important thing.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.