It's one thing to say you're looking into getting C and another just to do it. Did you look into any C through the church? And what I mean by C is not a one-time casual conversation. You need someone to talk to you long-term and check up on your progress.
Like, right now, aren't you supposed to be concentrating on your job (that you don't like) rather than posting?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.