Thankyou Mish! And Rob! I havent thought about her much at all (until just now).. it really is just the sex side of things that worries me!! What they got up to. And thats a very difficult subject to discuss right now, if ever. As for feeling angry, I must be a freak, because I have none at all! And as for forgiveness, I already told him I forgive him and I do mostly. That doesnt mean I still dont want to understand what happened, want answers and need some reassurance at some point.
Well.. I finally did it.. after the weekend we had I decided it was probably ok to phone him, so I did! He talked to me for around 4 minutes after which I could tell he was distracted and said..do you need to go, or talk to me later?? He said... "Yes, can I call you later? Its just that Lethal Weapon 4 is on tele, well, I've seen it loads of times, but me and J were watching it and I havent seen him since Saturday..."
So.. I finally called his house just for a chat (first time for..um, ever??) and I get ditched for Lethal Weapon 4. I assume he hasnt gone off me and just really wants to watch a rubbish man film with his mate.
I had assumed that they are no longer in contact, but guess they could be, or she could want answers from him, or be struggling, or just want to be friends? They were together since last August, but at the moment, I have no way of knowing. Perhaps I should ask him if they are still in contact!!?? Or, um, perhaps not just yet.
