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Thanks for the ideas Mnt. I cant paint bc I rent but I will definitely take some ideas forward. I think it will make me feel good about my place.

I have been extremely tired today. I didn't get enough sleep last night and it was hard getting back into work after the long weekend.

I really want to call H tonight, struggling with this a lot. Feeling a bit hopeless about the whole situation like nothing is helping. At this point it feels like calling him can't possibly hurt anything.