Hi Everyone! I've been MIA GALing...went on vacation with S to see my family and friends back home. Moved my things back to our place a couple of nights before we left. H stayed. Got back last Thursday and H is still there. Sounds like good news, right? Well, sort of.... Last night, we were going over some bills and such and he basically tells me that I'm ignoring the 300pound gorilla in the room....I'm in a fantasy land....(and here's my favorite)...we're just playing house.... I left our play house and drove for a bit to cool off. He emails me while I'm gone and basically explains there is no one else, we're just where we are because of us..blah blah blah...he's going to be a "gypsy" when he doesn't have S and just live here and there. I got into bed and was playful with him. He seemed confused but played back a little bit--because he knew I was on the computer, surely she saw the email? Today I called to chit chat with him and he said something about the email last night and that he was surprised I was talking to him. I said "What email?" He said, oh it must be out in cyber space. I asked what it said and he said, you know what, let's just forget it, ok? I said "I'll take it as a sign from the cosmos then.....let's forget it." And we proceeded to have a nice conversation. My reason for denying I got it......I don't want him to feel like "Oh I said it, now I have to move out...." I would rather us both be there...if he's in the same house for me, I can really do some damage to his thoughts of divorce. All suggestions and advice on how to capitalize on this is more than welcome! Missed you all!
