Oh I know I can't just drop him. @ this point I feel like its going to take me years to get over this...however in my earlier posts there is a lot about him using me and things, and being very disrespectful and it was horrible... So ot is best if I don't see him all the time. I've been doing bad on my DBing, started the pleading again in desperation of D being so close so I'm trying to get myself together as a last resort and following the steps in the book "last resort" .. Its hard, though
