Alright. Here's the deal SP. If he is gonna be an ass who puts shallow BS before my kids' well being and self esteem, than I would rather he just get run over.
How about, IF they have a dad, they DESERVE one who will model decent male behavior.
However, this cr*p really only dominates my thinking while I sleep and I have not yet mastered the art of controlling my thoughts when I am not awake...
H just texted me. Just some reparte that I handled well.
Then he went on to how sorry he is and he doesn't want to hurt me and the boys anymore. I didn't answer.
Then, he told me he wants to come up with a way for me to take a little vacation, whatever I want. It really makes me nauseous. So placating and shallow. And, yes, it is thoughtful but does he think a weekend away will do the trick? He's so f*cking guilty. I'm blowing this conversation...what to do?
