Thank you for the website - I read some and have responded to her and she has returned my e-mail.

I thought H would be leaving as he said his mind was made up a week ago; but, he is still here and that seems to fit some of the MLC behavior.

I will go to the MLC posts and probably post there.

I survived the long weekend together all weekend with no talk of R. Man that was so difficult, today I just want to scream! I've been asking myself about having the stomach to remain on the rollercoaster and while I do I feel like I would like to tell H what I think is happening to him; but I would imagine H would not want to accept this...

Thanks again,

M 42 y.o.
H 41 y.o.
Married 16 years
Bomb dropped 5/15/09
Still here

Thanks again,