You can't be afraid of the feelings that are growing inside of you about someone. This is a new type of experience for you, so it is natural to feel some anxiety. But this is all good! Just give yourself the time you think you will need to process what is going on in your life, and things will turn out as well. It's important to have honest communication -- so state what you want clearly, and do not blur your message with too much hemming or hawing.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
My sitch with my MIL used to be the same way. Now, though, as a result of the bomb and DH's craziness at times, my MIL and I get along really well. Of course, she is barely speaking to her son.
Doc--
Loved the bubble bath idea! With four kids, I would consider that a gift from God! Thinking sexy thoughts and wishing you much fun this evening! That horoscope is interesting, especially since we share it.
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
Well I think It went ok, No we did not have passionate sex but after W mom left she wanted to watch some old slides she took (before I came into her life) We had a good time and after we hugged and Kissed for a little bit instigated by me. Not much more has happened since. I have been busy with my side business this weekend and did not spend allot of time at home. HOWEVER I ordered some things for my Jeep and saw this nice pink "Jeep" t-shirt and I ordered on for her (son and I already have one NOT PINK) SO I think some more "action" is around the corner..
BTW.. I emailed an apology this morning for acusing her for going through my stuff awhile back and taking the picture I had of her.(this was almost 2 years ago) I told her I found it and I am sorry..Then I added... I would like to get an updated one because this one is 12 yrs old...LOL
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
hugs and kisses are good, although I know you would have liked a lot more.
How receptive was she for the kissing??
IRSH, The hugs and kisses are allot more than I have had in a looooooog time. As for the Receptiveness? That is a hit and miss. But yes this time it was a HIT...I have also started the kiss after dinner again. And she has NOT turned her face away for a while now. BUT...As Hope4 has stated in his sitch "She is holding something back" She did not respond to my apology about the picture. I think sometimes that she is not "proud" at what has transpired and think sometimes she thinks that if it is not addresses it will go away.
Journaling.....
I am sorry for going MIA and I probably will be doing this more for the next few days. I have soooo much happening right now that traveling the path of least resistance in my marriage is the best option. I had to sit in a "workshop" all day yesterday with people that will be laid off this Friday. I will be doing this again today. (Actually the part of getting paid for just sitting is not too bad at least I get out of work that I really have no inspiration to do any more) I did talk to my boss to let him know I would be in this Workshop so he could get someone to fill in and do my work.(might as well get used to it I will be gone at the end of next month). He informed me that I can work overtime if I wanted to get it done today. Well when I came in this morning NONE of my work was done from yesterday. (Great) AND I received an e-mail this morning that in a meeting (that I was not part of) that I will be responsible for building a special order that came in. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMMING TO? Doesnt anybody live in the present anymore? My w has an affair and then thinks that was in the past and now we are back to "normal" My boss lays me off and then thinks that is in the past so build this before you go?
Ok enough whining.... The last thing is that my side business is taking off. I have hauled so much wood this past "holiday" that I am so sore. It's too bad that I can't make enough money with this business to just do it full time. So as you can see my plate is full right now. Next week is my son's graduation to junior high and then the week after we go on our week long father and son trip. I am hoping to find the time to get some things resolved in my marriage before the trip to give my wife something to think about while we are gone. When we get back I will have two more weeks of work and then will be starting a new chapter in my life. I want to start it fresh with NO excess baggage left over from this chapter..
Later Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
