Had a good news event last Wed. Brought my W flowers during the day Wed and had really been making an effort on some other fronts (making sure to go to bed at the same time, giving her kisses and love taps throughout the day, helping with the household chores as much as possible). Was on the phone Wed after getting home from work and noticed lingerie hanging on a hook in our bathroom. This was a signal I asked for around Christmas time, and it was for her to let me know not only when, but depending on the style, what she was in the mood for. She had a style hanging that told me she was in the mood for a "medium" wild session. I was still on the phone when I came out of our room and gave her a thumbs-up and we had a nice one that night.
Friday I was snipped and she took the kids out of town until last night. Still feel like someone kicked me in the nuts an hour ago, but today feeling a bit more normal. These guys I read about who feel like mowing the lawn the next day are a complete mystery to me as I couldn't get the frozen peas on me enough this weekend. It will be worth it, it will be worth it, it will be worth it...
W leaves for 3 weeks this weekend and doubt at this point I will be ready by then. Next weekend I go to visit her and should be by then.
CB
Me; 42, W; 43 M; 16 yrs S12, D9
3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure" 5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"
