Well, my point was, your situation could always be worse, they all are in their own way, but just to let you know, you can survive it all, but you have to be commited to surviving, despite the simple fact, you will always have feelings for your spouse.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11