Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

I'm trying. I know I have a ton of support. There are days...like today, where I just start to feel.....sad. Maybe a little lonely. I don't know if it's lack of sleep or the fact that I have been sick. But, I feel lonely. Not alone. Just a little blue, today. I'll get over it.

Back at work and nobody is telling anybody what is going on with the business. It's obvious they're selling the building, but no one will say a word. I feel a bit overwhelmed...looking for a new job, juggling the bills, filling out paperwork and getting the DCSS and D completed. My birthday is coming and I completely forgot that I had a birthday. I have been so concentrated on K's first birthday. But, that's okay. I don't really care about my birthday. I'm excited about hers.

I had a nice bbq on Saturday. I saw some old friends that I have been missing. We had a blast. Sunday and MOnday...I was in bed..sick. But, I feel okay today. Hope this is a good week for everyone.