Thank you Snodderly.

I just sometimes feel that I am going insane.

I have tried so hard to tolerate the bad behavior until the point of me quitting.

I am just exhausted from everything.

Silly me, I thought that my life would get easier and sometimes it is just not that way at all.

No life isn't fair and we are supposed to just roll with the punches and deal with things as they come at us.

I just want to get to a place where I can say it's my turn now to shine.

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.