Oops, after I posted I remembered that the plan was to leave for the day, but I didn't and knew I was going to be in trouble here. My plans fell through with my sister, I didn't feel like doing anything so yes I ended up here all day. When is DBing difficult for me: when I'm tired--like today.
I do and have initiated. See I am a big wimp, can't follow through or make a stand on my own especially with him. I talk a big story, but when it comes right down to it it's easier not to do anything or say anything. Besides if he's ML with me then he's not committed to her, and is lying and cheating on her and I'm the OW.
I do live my own life, I do have my own life. I need to keep showing him that and he sees that. When I said I still cared about him today and he said "I know you do" well that's the first time he's said that in a long time. In the past his response has been "yeah right" so now he knows this and has responded that he knows this and I'm not going to tell him again.
He asked me today if I had a boyfriend yet which he does frequently, for whatever reason and I said no "I'm married" and he said well officially you are....whatever that meant. I am married and don't take that commitment lightly.
