he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

not doing so well today. i guess it could be worse, i could be the type that cant even get out of bed, atleast i can pull myself and my son together in the morning.

i will go walking outside with a friend this morning instead of going to the gym, i will have to find the strength to do it.

i only want to call him, but i know better. im restraining myself.

i only want to email him like usual, but i know better.

i will go into the store, because it is mine and its what i do.

who knows what he will say to me there.

g-d help me if the ow shows up there, i wonder if i could demand she leaves the property? i dont know.

its clear she knows about the store, but thinks i have nothing to do with it.

it angers me so that its my store, my family's money and he told her otherwise it seems.

i guess none of that really matters.