thank you. it is extremely hard when i really thought the worst was behind us.
i only want to call him. but why? i know not to, i know to let go.
but as the drama wears off, i want my husband back.
im used to him being here now, and of course he did not come home last night.
i know this has to be it, but i dont think either one of us knows how to really say goodbye.
i guess i will see what goes on today.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09