sorry sweety))))))))) I'm so sorry about his passing. My personal belief is that death is a sleep, that we will see our love ones when Jesus comes back, that it's like a blink of an eye for our love ones who pass away.
It's prob for the best the x isn't your comforter, because then more emotions/feelings would wake up in you, like it or not, and more pain will come your way, you dont' need any more expectations to be shattered, the trust/intimacy is not longer there. You and yoru family will be in my prayers)))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
