i gain strength from your posts and u sound like u are holding it together.

good for you. i should keep rereading your last post, perhaps it will help me, we are in similar points in our journey.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09