why cant they admit it? i guess because it makes it too real to them, because they know it is wrong.
its aweful and its hard but we will all make it through.
its amazing, i have been at this for so so so long, and i remind myself that somehow i keep on going.
take care of your boys, that is what i focus on. they need atleast one stable parent.
and i tell myself this - one day they will know the truth. when they grow up, they will know. they will know what we did for them, how we tried to save our marriage, how we were the ones that had the respect for our families.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
