thanks snodderly. i have been on these boards on and off for over a year, in this for almost 3 years, h had moved out oct 06.

my heart will never give up on him, i have to override it right now.

i have tried and done everything, i cannot say there is something i should have or shouldnt have tried, said or done.

i am at peace with the fact that i absolutely did everything humanly possible to save my marriage.

i am too young, too pretty, too smart and too nice of a person to be tortured any longer , and that is what it has become.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09