Today with the kids was great. Went to the farm and played with all the animals and then out to eat. We stopped at the playground on the way back and there was a very attractive woman there with two girls about the same age as mine. They all played together and had fun while us grown ups talked. Turns out she is a LBS to. It felt good to talk to someone and not have the feeling of guilt that my wife will find out. It didn't go anywhere because I don't think I'm ready to go out dating yet but it sure was a confidence booster. So much so that when the WAW called later I told her that I will be dropping the kids off at my mothers and she could pick them up from there and I wont be there as I had stuff to do. Well this was a trigger for her cause she threw a fit and got angry and started yelling and swearing on the phone. I just held it all back and said "I'm sorry you feel that way." This just made her even hotter and she told me that I was suggesting that I didn't want her at the house anymore while I wasn't there and I told her "well, you did move out." I am regretting that statement (just a little) because what she said next was unreal. She was so angry that she just started throwing anything in her bag of tricks at me. I'm sure while an audience in the background watched in disbelief. She threatened to come over with OM and take what ever she wanted from our house. I just said nothing because there is nothing I could come up with to say at this point that would have been productive. Then she said "WE are coming over to get the kids" as if to threaten me with the OM. At this point I just let go and said goodbye. I went and called the police to see if I could stop her from coming in the house and they said I cant unless I go to the district court and file for a no trespassing. Now I feel like I'm swimming upstream again. Totally out of control and cornered. I only want a little respect and was hoping that this was going to be a good step in that direction. Standing up for myself without being angry. I don't know what will happen now but I have no control over what she does anyway.
