he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

thank you for your support.

i do not know for sure what their contact has been while he has been home, but its clear there was contact.

and i just wont stand for this.

once he started withdrawing from me again, once he was mia, just not ok this time.

his family knows about everything, i live next door to my in-laws. they are nothing but in agreement with me, his father actually told me to contact the girl if i want. he said, u know how to reach her, u let her know the truth and let her do what she wants with it.

my sister-in law told me i do not have to watch my nephew now, it is too much on me. i felt terrible but appreciated her support.

im not over this, i want it to all go away, for h to be home and happily ever after.

doesnt look like it can happen, i dont think i could let it happen.

its so hard.

i work 2 days a week at the local temple, i run a cooking class for the 3 year olds. its very cute and rewarding. it is finished next week but i will be busy packing and figuring out where to move.

my house will sell now in a short sale, to avoid the foreclosure. i did a short sale to save my husbands credit from further damamge, my credit is still ok, i am not the mortgage holder.

oh well. i helped me the best i could to straighten everything out to the best of my ability.