Well ow has many 'tricks' up her sleave... Sunday she gave H slices of watermelon to give to us to take with us to the beach ...(???) Then, I called H late in the afternoon, as we were still at the beach and wanted to go and have dinner, and we would probably not be home early AT ALL...to ask him to keep D10 overnight so that she could get to bed early...he did so, without any problem...then whilst thinking out loud on the phone I said..."oops I have no bread for tomorrow..." and I could hear H repeating me and ow saying 'oh no problem, we'll get her some bread for tomorrow and drop it off' (?????)
I have NO idea what her plans are here...maybe it is all genuine wanting to be nice...but somewhere my gut keeps telling me there is an alterior motive to all of this...
I guess it will all be clear in time, as most things are...
H was here this afternoon to see D10 perform with her drama group and he came by a little earlier...had some coffee with me at the house and we had a chit chat and I even tried a card trick on him. It was a relaxed atmosphere. We still feel so close, yet you can tell there is a world of difference happening in our lives.... I detect him feeling a little nervous about me dating. But he hasn't mentioned it AT ALL to me.
Right now, he's being a good dad and he takes good care of us. I am thankful that we have as much, for many others have been left in the dark, with many many financial worries and stress.
May you all have a wonderful day still...
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
