How do I not let this control my every thought?

[Travis]

I'm so dense. I'm wondering what's making me in such a horrible mood today, besides the kids being gone, and I look down and there's the divorce papers that I need to fill out by tomorrow so my attorney can get to work and protect my a$$ from whatever destruction my WAW has planned.
That is the one thing that amazes me most. Pre-sorry to any women I offend. Why do WAW's think they can go do whatever to whomever they want and then they just automatically get to take the kids and go live their "happy" little life?
And then I'm the bad guy when I fight for what I believe is right for my kids because I don't just lay down and let her do whatever she wants?
I love the summer months. The time of year you can go outside pretty much every day. I have a strange feeling, this is going to be a summer that I won't soon forget. And not for the good reasons.