Trying to detach from the madness!

[Startingover2]

Yesterday was a test for me. I saw saw exh in someone else's car.

He didn't see me as I was in my friends car. He was in the passenger seat of a new minivan. We were behind them but he didn't notice me. Driving this van was a woman about his age and she had 2 empty carseats in there. I am assuming this is the married woman who is wanting to leave her husband for him.
As we were behind them he was sorta slumped in the seat with his hat pulled down a bit like he didn't want to be seen. It was about the time he was picked up from his community service for his DUI. They pulled up his street. There we are behind him and I have our child in the carset thinking..'look baby! There is your daddy with another woman!"

I thought about it all night. I felt a pit in my stomach after seeing him with yet another woman. OW was bad enough. I almost had this possesive feeling over him like 'hey, thats MY husband! WTF are you doing with him?".

This woman must have dropped him off and left as 20 minutes later he is texting me asking how baby is and why I am so short with him all the time. I tell him how baby is and ignore the rest or I would go off on him.

When does it ever get better?