Hey Mishka...

Well done for not asking questions. I can see how hard this is/will be for you. The fact he showered and then went AWOL till gone 1am made you wonder if he had gone to see the broom I expect? Perhaps you felt momentarily jealous? Its a tricky one.. I cant imagine he would still be seeing her if he is now living back under your roof, thats terribly messy, but then looking at the mess Gabe has got himself into, anything is possible !!

I'm sorry you feel so lonely and isolated, but it sounds like you have a wonderful big family around you. I am sure Gabe misses that as much as you miss your family life with him. In fact, I am sure Gabe still loves you, but you know I am an old romantic fool and secretly want you two to get back together ;\)

You are doing brilliantly and everything happens for a reason
xxx



Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
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