he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

my h because he called me ranting and raving.

it seems it through a wrench in the situation saying in the text that h just ran out so i can talk.

i guess he had lied to her about not living at home.

oh well.

this may not be db techniques, but honestly, after almost 3 years of this up and down and lying, i have to be done.

and if it meant responding to her text after a few weeks of not responding, if it meant attempting to stop his lies and getting him angry at me for it, fine.

its enough.

i tried believing him, and i shouldnt have.

i did everything i could for this marriage, everything. nothing held back, nothing left out, nothing said or not said that should or shouldnt have been.

my family did everything as well to welcome him and help him return to himself.

so this is it. i will have to be ok with it.

so i let it go out with a bang lol. ok.

i just say, why should he get to finagle his way around while i suffer the effects of foreclosure, heartbreak and now the ramifications of the store?