Oldtimers: IS Mlcer good parent after crises?

[peacetoday]

XH over last night
I told my D 14 not to wait up for me as I would be very late(saturday night plans)
XH heard this
then he immediately snapped at me about something else
he is going home to OW so what is his problem?
does he think this D woman is going to sit around on a saturday night?
I saw dance friend
I thought I was done here but I see myself still attracted to him and He is not what i want in a new R
so it shows me again how strong these attractions are
and how hard they are to refrain from
you forget until you go thru it
sometimes I think we may be powerless over these kinds of feelings and the magnetic pull to the OP even though logically it is not for your highest good, th epull is unbelievable strong and deceitful
peace
peace